im supposed to write a report for work except im just sitting in front of the computer. ive been sitting here for quite some time now. my parents always tell me that i have no motivation or ambition in life. sadly im starting to believe that. why can't i force myself to start what im supposed? i always think to myself that im gonna prove my parents wrong someday. just because i don't say anything to them doesn't mean that i don't have plans for my future. but im doubting myself more and more nowadays. its quite disappointing.
on a happier note, i got my first paycheck today! it's quite a large sum =D i should treat myself to something nice. i always tell myself that once i make money, i'll be able to buy anything i want, without the interference of my parents. but once i actually earn the money and put it into my bank account, i don't want to spend it anymore. haha oh dear.
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seriously, no worries.. don't ever doubt yourself! my parents always tell me the same thing too. just because you're currently not motivated does not mean you do not have the ability to be motivated. and just because of the fact that you don't want to write this report doesn't mean anything. sure there may be multiple instances of this situation in your life, but even the best of us feel like that too.. we just have to find something that we truly are passionate about!!
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